new years eve

tested this morning and yesterday morning, BFN. sigh. DH says it is still too early, technically the RE's office said to test 2 weeks from the date of the IUI, but I have been let down by too many BFNs so i feel very pessimistic that on monday the results will change.

i was ok with the BFNs yesterday and this morning until I went out shopping and saw everyone with their kids and i just had to pull over in my car and i cried. i just feel like everyone takes getting pregnant and having children for granted. its the one thing i want more than anything right now and its just not happening.

here's to 2011, please be the year of our baby!